Sunday, June 12, 2016

#HowYouKnow CASE 1: ME -- MYSELF

She's a girl.
Very strange. So nerd!
She has some habits that rare.

She has not a brown hair. Because the box of hair color written that color is red wine. It still black and changed into red under sun shine or another shines.

She loves book so much! She is a crazy quiz hunter. Almost, all of her favorite things are got for free.

She loves to run from home. Alone. And going somewhere she doesn't know by walking. So strange right?

It looks like she ran for escaped, from something. It becomes her habit since she got married on 19th.

She married young. But still live like a child. She hated be a mom. Or seriously, momma looks.

She is so introvert. Very cool living as someone in her media social. But in real life, she is just as another usual girl.

Sometimes, i thought she had D.I.D (Dissociative identity disorder (DID), previously known as multiple personality disorder (MPD), is a mental disorder on the dissociative spectrum characterized by the appearance of at least two distinct and relatively enduring identities or dissociated personality states that alternately show in a person's behavior, accompanied by memory impairment for important information not explained by ordinary forgetfulness. These symptoms are not accounted for by substance abuse, seizures, other medical conditions, nor by imaginative play in children.

Diagnosis is often difficult as there is considerable comorbidity with other mental disorders. Malingering should be considered if there is possible financial or forensic gain, as well as factitious disorder if help-seeking behavior is prominent.

Sometimes, she looks like her idol -- Hayley Williams so much. Or her self is like Korean or Japanese. And even change into something others. I am not the only one who realise on that things.

So many people others.

Long time ago, she actives on youtube. She made some videos -- funny videos and so funny!

But at school, she is a silent person. She is smart -- YES! Not only smart, she has a briliant brain with a lot of ideas.

But she hard to be friends with other. Like she has that side that keep her away, stay cool, being someone strange and i don't know.... hard to describe.

She loves cry alone. Even when it feels so sad, anger, tired, or just when she wants.

She is active mad on social media. She is all alone. No one to trust, no one to talking. She made her social media as her media to shout out anything inside her.

Some times behind, she is changed. So quite. Just like hiding into someone else of the her another part self.

Maybe since her husband changed to her. Like giving anything what she wants.

She is too good on anything.

Writing, cooking, drawing, designing, making ideas, and so on.

She even good in making songs if you know her well.

Her name is Hanna.

She talked about her self. She write about her self, like she is another person seeing her self as a person (re: another human).

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